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Tell Me That Things Change...Things change don’t they…
Pulled out from under me,
Taking my breath and flying off into the smoke,
Leaving me here with my chin in the gravel,
And my hand stretching towards your shadow…

Things change don’t they…
Never really thought my heart would be this mangled,
That I’d be left behind and strangled by the very ones who claimed my love…
I never thought I’d be marching solely on a path,
Pausing every turn, just to hear if anyone still calls my name…

Things change don’t they…
I am trying to step out, to walk on, to go forward, to grow and change…
They’re Tell Me That Things Change... by ~topazcat511

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My Affair with DarknessThat heavy lidded,
Cotton-eyed,
Fuzzy thinking way,
Of stumbling to your creaking bed,
And resting from the day,

That comfort-seeking,
Music-tied,
Fleeting, floating feeling,
Of drifting into wrinkled time,
And making love to Darkness.

And that sweet taste of Darkness,
Encasing your own warmth,
Letting you forget your worries,
As you reach for his handsome form.

And that sweet kiss from Darkness,
As you faint into his song,
Is a better escape to me now,
Than any sun-lit love, long gone.My Affair with Darkness by ~topazcat511

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The Threshold's LostTake a deep breath,
I’m at the threshold,
A new beginning,
A new freedom…

Nervous,
Excited,
Scared,
But delighted,
I can do this…

And I catch myself thinking,
I’m gonna miss this,
How we are all together,
Our group,
Our daily antics with each other…
More than likely they’ll disintegrate into nothing…
Just….
Gone…

More than likely,
Seeing as how it’s happened before…
College is like a portal with no U-turn,
You step over that threshold,
And try to hold hands with everyone you love,
But some how…
You come out in a new world,
Where everything is foreThe Threshold's Lost by ~topazcat511

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Just Once, Never TwiceWith bitter hearts,
And poisoned eyes,
I cover my shoulders with my expectations,
Hoping that you will just leave,

Because you once brought me light,
But I never looked back at the shadows you hid from me,

And you once brought me sweet tonics to coat my tongue,
But I never read the side effects,

With a wary gaze,
And a darker blood,
I turn my head and listen to your steady breaths,
Hoping that you will just leave,

Because you once made me laugh so loud,
But I never knew the air I took in was poisoned,

And you once held my hand and encouraged me to live,
But I never knew you were lost worse than I,

And you once told me I was beautiful,
Just Once, Never Twice by ~topazcat511

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Your Feline Shadow...

by ~topazcat511, Sep 24, 2012, 1:55:08 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Go ahead and tell me,
Your darkest deepest fear,
Whisper it, type it slow,
And never let them hear…
Because you know how much I care,
You know what I really mean,
And because I care so deeply,
You're secret's safe with me.

Go ahead and tell me,
Who you really love,
Whisper it, and type it slow,
And never let them know…
Because you know that I still care,
So I'll never tell you no,
I'll support your whims on hand,
And never to let go.

So go ahead and tie the string,
Draw the face of my true soul,
Tickle, laugh, and trick me, boy,
But you have to know,
That these games make it difficult,
They make it oh so hard…
I care for you,
And yet you're not sure..... who you care for…
And I can't let go…

I'll be here,
Waiting, smiling, laughing, and playing as always seen.
I'll be here,
Hoping, trusting, caring, and saying what I mean…

And you'll be there,
Swaying to and fro,
Never knowing who to love…
I'm your feline shadow, boy,
Remember, I can't let go…..