Frustration

I just want to bang my head against the wall,
and let the scars rebleed,
I'm trying to heal myself,
but never succeed.

Every word is hidden behind the secret sets of stone,
What I really mean is mine,
and mine to know, alone.

I can never be happy,
I can never be free,
I can never love someone meant just for me,
I can never exist without loving someone,
Who can never love me in return....

I just want to break every glass, every mirror, memories passed,
And every picture,
I just want to scream so loud,
that you'll be astounded,
and you'll never know,
that I can never be happy,
I can never be free,
I can never love someone that's meant just for me,
It seems that my heart chooses for me,
to fall for those I can never love....

It seems that I cannot exist without loving...
Loving someone who cannot love me in return.....