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"You're doing it again…"
The annoying voice whispers,
Dry and rough like burnt tree bark…
     I'm not, not this time. I know, right?
"You're doing it again…"
It tickles my ear as I laugh another tear,
Hovering like an invisible wasp intent to sting…
     I'm not, not ready to. I know, right?
"You're doing it again…"
It trickles down my neck, making me shiver,
Excited but frightened, cautious by right…
     I'm not, not going to. I know, right?

"Don't do it again wary loved girl,
Don't lose yourself to that thrum.
Don't think that you are strong enough,
Because you dance to a louder drum."
     I'm not, not really...right?

"Don't think that you can change your fate,
Don't think that you are chosen,
Because you fall harder and faster than others,
It's truly your heart that is poison."
     I'm not….am I?

"Don't think that anyone saw the true you,
Don't think that anything is real,
You crave attention, you like those looks,
Because you're vain and insecure,
No one really ever wanted you,
Why lie to yourself?"
     I'm don't…I'm not…not lying…I thought-

"And! If there truly was a love,
Would it have ended so quick?
You're doing it again now, my dear,
I'm only warning you to be fair.
It's all fine and dandy that you love love, my dear,
But after the past, it's only fair,
I warn you, prepare you, …..You're doing it again!"
     I'm not….I'm not….I can't….right?
Just something I've felt like typing all day....I just didn't know it until now....ah well, comment if you liked it I suppose ;)
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flamecoyote Jan 14, 2013   Photographer
internal conflict is a beautiful and terrible thing i love this though
topazcat511 Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, I wrote this a while back :)
I feel your pain it piss's me off to the point i punch them it drives me crazy and i want it to stop but when i say please stop the dron and dron on and on
topazcat511 Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Sometimes a mind's own conflicting thoughts are probably the most annoying, because you can't really tell them to "shut-up". All you want to do is be happy, live happy, but "you" constantly remind yourself of what's happened before so it makes you worse off then's amazing the stress you can put on yourself this way :cling:
your a real poet and thanks for helping some
topazcat511 Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you and you're welcome, as always :tighthug:
I care :heart:
i know your such a sweet nice awsome person
topazcat511 Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
lol, thanks ^_^
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