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Don't get excited or anything, but I'm not deleting this account after all...True, I know some people still have access to it, and I know that this is where all my "emotional" stuff is written, but I'm keeping it. I need something to vent through and my newer deviantart account...well I'd prefer to keep that in the state that it is now. Not so sure my viewers on there would appreciate the writings I place here.
Anyway, yeah, so I'll pop in and write a thing or two everynow and then, but I'm not back. Too many memories with this account, if that makes anysense? It's just a name now...And it's just old memories tied to old poems and emotions I'd rather not dive into often. I love you guys either way though, you know that <3
Anyway, yeah, so I'll pop in and write a thing or two everynow and then, but I'm not back. Too many memories with this account, if that makes anysense? It's just a name now...And it's just old memories tied to old poems and emotions I'd rather not dive into often. I love you guys either way though, you know that <3
The Final Submission- Yep, It's a Journal Too
Okay, serious talk time. Because I haven’t been on this account in a while and I need to get some things off my chest.
The majority of you followed me on this account because of my writing. In all honesty, the writings you fell in love with were fueled with negativity and distaste for my family, myself, and life in general. I was uber depressed and confused about everything and it was a hard time for me.
Going through things now, looking back at some of the crazy stuff I’ve written, I realize that I’ve come a lot farther than where I was. I mean, hell, I’m still confused about somethings. And I still don’t ge
The Final Submission- Please Read
Okay, serious talk time. Because I haven’t been on this account in a while and I need to get some things off my chest.
The majority of you followed me on this account because of my writing. In all honesty, the writings you fell in love with were fueled with negativity and distaste for my family, myself, and life in general. I was uber depressed and confused about everything and it was a hard time for me.
Going through things now, looking back at some of the crazy stuff I’ve written, I realize that I’ve come a lot farther than where I was. I mean, hell, I’m still confused about somethings. And I still don’t ge
I feel terrible...but I had to...
I had to do it...I had to lie...I had to cover my tracks, back track, pretend...
I told a bad lie, and the revealed a fake truth.
I would rather have gotten in trouble for the fake truth rather than the real truth...
Just to hear that voice again...
It was worth the guilt...the tears longspent...
I've waited a whole year...and a half...to hear the wonderful sarcastic voice and even though it wasn't even for an hour...
I was just so happy,..
So I'm sorry for the fake truth...I'm sorry for the lying..
But I had to...I just had to....
I never had a choice. And I never will when it comes to that voice.
Hey! Wanna help me out?
I'm saving up for college books and such these next couple months, so I'm opening commissions on my other deviant page!
I can draw steampunk animals and people, as well as fanbots or robot characters in general.
I can also do watercolors of real life animals too if you'd like.
I'm doing them for around five to fifteen dollars depending on what you'd like <3
If you're interested, please check out my new deviantpage: www.iampickledtink.deviantart.com
Love you guys <3 <3 <3 and thank you so much!
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