yeah, I can do this. I'm good.

I can do this,
I can.
I'll be alright, I have my friends, I have lunaqueen17 and I have Tenebris. I have Kyubbi and Giro, and all my other dorky friends.  I really think it's about time I stop torturing myself over the past. If Luz comes to the festival, then that's great, I've missed him. But I'm not going to let my heart be ripped out again after it's been torn apart and repaired three different time after he left, and is currently being repaired and cared for by Tenebris. It wouldn't be fair to him.
Besides, Luz has more than likely forgotten all about me. I'm not his Ambrosia anymore, I'm not. That name used to be my character's name, but it simply doesn't fit anymore. I know who I am, and I can do this.

I am me, I am Aura, I am Kitsue, I am Kitty, and Margarita, I am Tutti-Fruity, I am Sis, I am me.
I can do this, I can step past this smiling. I don't want or need to hurt anymore, I think it's officially and really time to let this whole thing go.
I can do this, I'm good.